care of your friend's feeling....!!!

i don't know wats wrong with everyone around me... all they keep talking about that i'm is kedekut and berjimat... is that a sin..!!!! i'm doing that for a reas0n, for sure.. they never asked me why i'm being like that... i'm the oldest children in family... i'm not from rich family...and my dad have a finance problems past 1 year.. i'm trying to help him with my JPA money... i bagi mak duet dapur... belanja adek2 mkn, baju kalau i balek rumah... bukan nk mengungkit......tapi bila dieorang ckap macam tu.....macam nak terkeluar je jantung ni sbab marah.... adeyh... ahhh...sakit ati  betul... sometime i also belanja dieorang eat KFC, help them...aahh.. why i have friends like this... i hope.. u not doing this to ur friends like that... it's very hurting me inside...